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"It’s been over a month since my friend Justin passed away, but it’s been a really hard experience to go through. Because not a few months before that I lost another friend. Not because she passed away, but because she decided that our friendship wasn’t good enough, and I decided I couldn’t live up to her expectations anymore. It was hard to lose 2 friends like that… and it’s still hard now.
I’ve been really sad deep down for some reason, and it didn’t really hit me till now why… I’m just still super hurt by everything that has happened these past few months. Though I got the HOPE scholarship back and now have a 3.6 GPA in college..I’m still sad.
Idk, today has been really hard for some reason, and it hit me really hard just now how alone I feel sometimes.
I miss Justin, especially because now he’s gone forever and I never got the chance to see him one last time..also, the loss of the other friendship is hard too, though, I know it was the right decision. It’s still so hard.
But I know God has a reason and a plan for everything, and I think I just haven’t quite yet figured it out. I still cry.. Life is not easy, and it won’t ever be, especially because of what Jesus had to endure for us, but it really sucks sometimes. It really does."